|
|
timmys what they call mes
|
|
|
|
[08 May 2006|11:53pm] |
some people say they have a
life verse.
but i came across one that i like
and just stood out :
1 colossians 1:10-12
10 And we pray this in order that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and may please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God,
11 being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, and joyfully
12 giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of the saints in the kingdom of light.
|
|
| Love. |
[25 Oct 2005|11:59pm] |
|
Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
But where there are prphecies, they will cease;
where there are toungues, they will be stilled;
where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
For we know in part and we prophesy in part,
but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I talked like a child,
I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror;
then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part;
then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain:
faith,
hope,
and love.
But the greatest of these is love.
|
|
| reaching up to heaven from my knees. |
[14 Oct 2005|12:34am] |
how quickly i forget that this is meaningless.
and everything we base our days on,
searching for something to put a smile on our face.
one night was all it took for me to
put things into such a fake perspective.
i used to think that was the worst night of my life,
but the images that i saw somehow changed everything
that ive delt with. its inspired me to want to change
my ways to forget all that i do, and try to achieve,
to be recognized, and liked by people who crushed
the thought of what friendships i had.
once we start down the path of what we think we want,
we only want more, and before you know it, were not the same.
we end up empty and in a sad place with the time that
we wasted behind us, and you cant get it back, but
can change what today means for tomorrow.
i saw flashes of the people that i love, with me being
the cause of their cries. i dont want to live pleasing
people that i mean nothing to. i want to live where i can
look back and always be in a better place than i was, and
knowing that what i can achieve is not by me, but through
the one that i live, and love, and adore.
'everyday my disobedience grieves your loving heart,
but then redeeming love breaks through and causes me to worship you'
|
|
| right on |
[28 Sep 2005|02:53pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 :guess |
] |
| Your Birthdate: June 2 | 
Your birth on the 2nd day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your life.
The 2 is a very social number allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.
Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.
You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.
You are more prone than most to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.
It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in. |
|
|
| Breach and clear the abandoned back seat of the Cadillac |
[26 Aug 2005|02:01am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 annoyed |
] |
I'm on her mind and I'm never coming back
If two timing is what it takes
then we both know one take is all we need
We're not equipped to stay unloved
But it's all we've got and we're not at all alright
|
|
| studdder shook and uptight |
[23 Jun 2005|12:12pm] |
a friend once said to me,
"we have to quit being so damn nice,
people just take advantage of you,
and take you for granted and shit.
if we were mean, it would change things."
hes a dick now, and it works for him,
im just late. when will i learn?
gahh, so for the past two weeks
ive been doing good.
until we talk for the first time,
than i start asking questions
and saying shit that dont matter,
cause now i know what i want.
so how long does saturday take, damn.
MARLA - like the cut on the roof of your mouth
that would heal if you would only quit tonguing it.
but you can't.
|
|
| today is the day...maybe |
[17 Jun 2005|02:40am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 .clear. |
] |
today i start moving out.
its time for a change, well alot of
new changes for my life, im moving out of the house
that ive lived in all my life.
this marks some things new, like
a new era i can take on now.
i mean, im not quite on my own, but my dad is chill
on shit compared to my mom. he'll let me do more
and still provide assistance in the needed areas...
ahem, finances and shit.
and ill be of some guidance for sanitation,
and keeping his shit straight.
hopefully soon i'll know what the deal is with a new job,
i still have a lot of shit to figure out.
about employment and college and all, its
too much to think about, but ive put it off for long enough.
alot of time to think, and to clear my head.
get out all of the things that are bringing me down.
hopefully these new apects of my life can help shed some light.
so now im to continue packing. oh joy.
so if you want to help me move, or even if you dont
hit-me-up,
ba-ba-ba-bitch.
|
|
|
[07 Jun 2005|01:36pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 distressed |
] |
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
....
When high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
....
My song is love
Love to the loveless shown
And it goes on
You don't have to be alone
Your heavy heart
Is made of stone
And it's so hard to see you clearly
You don't have to be on your own
You don't have to be on your own
And I'm not gonna take it back
Oh I'm not gonna say I don't mean that
You're the target that im aiming at
Got to get that message home
My song is love
My song is love unknown
But I'm on fire for you, clearly
You don't have to be on your own
You don't have to be on your own
And I'm not gonna take it back
Oh I'm not gonna say I don't mean that
You're the target that im aiming at
And I'm nothing on my own
Got to get that message home
And I'm not gonna stand and wait
Not gonna believe it until its much too late
On a platform I'm gonna stand and say
That I'm nothing on my own
And I love you, please come home
My song is love, is love i know
And I've got to get that message home
..
this cd is amazing,
especially for the times.
i wish i could post every word to the songs
and provide some hope.
|
|
|
[01 Jun 2005|03:24pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
anxious |
] |
just in the past two weeks i had tons of time to think.
about everything, myself, my friends, my family.
the things that used to make me happy are slowly making
their way back to me. the music is in a revelation, i swear,
not just the new, but the old, revisited. as the new grips you by
the collar, the old makes you dance an old dance. fuckin right.
my friends, as thou i feel like summer has come, arent coming around
like i thought summer was. i mean, im not straight edge, and i call to
hang, but its as tho theres always something better, well shit, mind if
i join and hang. is it to much to ask to want to be with my friends, the people
i care about, and thought cared about me. we'll see. this 24 days of not smokin' has given me time to clear my head, and hopefully a new occupation will be worth it. but at the same time i cant wait to burn again, and chill the fuck out.
ive been working alot. and when people are like damn, you work alot. but even when i have days off, no friends call back, and im left bored. so there i figure, shit i might as well work more, make the money, get what i need, right?
i guess people would understand more if they actually had to make a payment for their car, and insurance, and cell phone, and everything else. it would rock if my parents would pay for that shit, but it just comes down to they cant afford it. so i work for the things i have, the things i need, and the things i want.
im ready to get my own place, just need to find the roommate and all. ive always been independent, so im totally ready for this. and i already pay for everything i have/need anyway, so i might as well do it in my own crib.
tomorrow is my birthday, and id really like to spend the time that i am in town with my friends. so if tomorrow isnt already booked, holla at me, help me make a birthday memory - 3222092. at 5 or so im getting on a plane to go see natasha. the last four months have given us a real relationship, not that things havent been mixed up, just better than they have been in the past. im hopeing this time its for real. and my anticipation is the greatest its ever been. i cant wait to see her. to feel it, for real. it'll be great. to see the one i love on my birthday, jeez. i just hope everything goes well. so ill be there for five days i think. a nice break from work. and my first time out of camden in like a good 14months. its about time.
its about, time.
|
|
| we wont stand for hazy eyes anymore. |
[08 May 2005|11:16pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 high |
] |
Think of all the fun you had
The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time
He's smoked out in the back of the van,
says he's held up with holding on
5.8.05
|
|
|
[17 Mar 2005|12:19am] |
this is becoming routine
im not complaining
i just want you
to
save me.
|
|
|
[15 Mar 2005|11:30pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 feelin this |
] |
god
i fucking hate saying BYE
and its happening all the time
but what more can you do in times
like these.
at the end of phone calls i tend
to say goodnight cause i cant stand
the "B" word. its the most horrible.
so i say anythinng to get around it,
such as "talk to you tomorrow"
or some simple half-ending phrase.
so i dont make complete sense all the time,
but i get out what needs to be said.
and for once i feel wanted,
thats something that never seems to show its face,
a rareity that i welcome.
so whats up with love?
you cant find it when your looking for it,
and for a while I was one of those that
wanted to fall in love.
now i understand in taking that approach
you set yourself up for dead ends and disappointments.
its only when your open and comfortable with yourself
that something may spark.
and ive found that the better you feel about yourself,
the better your appearance is.
when something with someone seems to just work out
or even when it doesnt,
the things that just seem to happen are what you need
to pay attention to most.
when your not concerned with everything that
is going on around you is when someone will pop up
that may change things for you.
and its only when i feel like i wanted,
that someone wants to talk to me
or enjoy my company, that i feel the best about myself
and situations.
so i just opened up, and maybe someone can benefit
from this, cause its alot of supressed thoughts
that just needed to be documented.
|
|
|
[14 Mar 2005|12:50am] |
finally talked to the girl i love after one week
it seemed like more but
theres no guarantee these days
she broke her phone so that just adds
to barriers to overcome.
but oh lord shes so wonderful.
its about time to start looking up
i only have nine weeks of school left
than its time for things to happen
cant wait
even though im kinda afraid
oh well.
its late.
|
|
| your life is waiting for so much more |
[16 Jan 2005|01:13am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
acceptance |
] |
at least you could have just told me
i mean, at least im concerned in
the latest dont-give-a-shit fashion.
there will be later times
with you and me
so take this as your wish
granted true
i mean it cost me enough
to make me miss out
on what you wanted with him.
( the backend of forever. )
|
|
|
[11 Jan 2005|09:22pm] |
im so scared this wont happen,
i knew that no matter how much
i put into it, time, money, changes,
everything
that your end would fuck up.
so here it goes
im short on cash
with plenty of time.
and no love.
fuck.
its not like i didnt see this coming
a phonecall to ruin my weekend
and everything that could happen
in the time ive been waiting for
two months. but two days before
the ride falls through
but the plane and ticket are useless
at this point. faded promises
and my teary eyes are all i have
from the 14-17 for the one i loved.
well heres my broken heart,
now i can join the rest of you cause
i truely know how this feels.
thankyou.
|
|
| back burner once again |
[05 Jan 2005|11:37pm] |
i wish this didnt happen
i wish that everytime i think that everythings
going to be okay that i wouldnt doubt it the next day.
i want this wait to be over,
i hate not being able to talk to you when i want to,
when i need to.
this distance will be the death of me.
i hate how you use those 4 letters on others
when your the only four letter one for me.
we have our highs and we have our lows
and you need to help this relationship grow.
i hope things will change, cause if they dont,
i dont know how much longer i can hang on.
i hate how i think all these things.
if you only knew what you do to me,
all of this love, happiness, and these feelings,
but then theres the other side when im
not so sure,
and sometimes i dont know what to do anymore.
i want you to need me
i need you to want me
cause i need you, more than ever
and your my only one.
please call
and dont be afraid
theres just some things that need to be said.
i l o v e y o u.
|
|
| so was it worth it |
[03 Jan 2005|11:55pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 listless |
] |
ohjoy
back to school
and with that...
It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you
Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
Im here and now Im ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
|
|
|
[23 Dec 2004|11:56pm] |
YOUR NAME
(1) The singular boring question: What is your name? Tim
(2) If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? suzanna
(3) Would you name a child of yours after you? nope
(4) If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? jack
(5) What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? tem
(6) If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? nope
HUMOR
(13) How easy is it to make you laugh? moderately easy
(14) What person you know makes you laugh the most? andrew
(15) Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? what?
(16) Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? all the time?
(17) What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? ilkillem
(18) What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written? idk
MUSIC
(19) Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching? and even when others peer.
(20) What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard? good charlotte/simple plan
(21) What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? every time i die
(22) What song(s) are constantly in your head? coheed and cambria
(23) What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? thursday - how long is the night
(24) If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use? coldplay - green eyes
(25) If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope he or she used? saves the day - im sorry im leaving
MOVIES
(26) What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to know of? igby goes down
(27) Do you agree with the idea that sequels are always worse than the original? untrue on occasion
(28) Who's your favorite Laguna Beach character? kristin *sp?* saw the show like twice
(29) What kind of movie do you think there should be more of? independent films made well- like 28dayslater and igby goes down
(30) What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of? porn.. whats the big deal.. .uhhh
FOOD
(31) When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? taste
(32) What's your favorite kind of cheese? i like em all. i think.
(33) What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality? that i cant make up my mind when i dont have enough information to therefore answer the question accurately
(34) If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food, hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? i would want to forget and move on
(35) Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? never, im a cannibal, i mean carnivore
COMPUTERS
(36) Mac or PC? pc nigga
(37) How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer, as long as it works? oh um, i prefer my likings to anything
(38) Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? nahh, but very useful
(39) Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? nahh, i give what you get
(40) Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? neva
THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
(41) Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? nahh
(42) What do you love most about the other gender? the feel of skin
(43) What do you dislike most about the other gender? the whole monthly thing and being psycho
(44) What do you understand least about the other gender? why i always have to guess
CELEBRITIES
(45) Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? nahh
(46) What celebrity's autograph do you want most? brad pitt
(47) Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? ashton kutcher, ha
(49) Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember why? what?...usually i can link to what theyre f r om
(50) If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? pitt
(51) Do you want to be John Malkovich? nahh, ill pass
NUMBERS
(52) Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? yes quietly
(53) Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? no
(54) Do you actually know your Social Security Number? sure do
(55) Do you actually know your IP address? nope
(56) Do you know what an IP address is? yes
(57) Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? yes
(58) Ever thought there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? definantly
(59) Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? somewhat yes
(60) What do you think of pi? pooty tang
POSSESSIONS
(71) What is your favorite possession? car
(74) Have you ever seen 'The Exorcist'? alongtimeago
(75) How long did it take you to understand why the last question is in this section? last question whaa?
MEMORIES
(82) How good is your short-term memory? um...not very.
(83) How good is your long-term memory? ohkay
(84) What is your earliest memory? big wheel
(85) What is your happiest memory (other than recieving this survey)? april04
(86) What is your strangest memory? ohh gahhd i have more than one
(87) What song, movie, etc. do you wish you could memorize? twista- kill us all
TEARS
(88) What movie makes/made you cry? a walk to remember and american history X
(89) What book makes/made you cry? i dont know how to read
(90) What song makes/made you cry? i cant remember
(91) What makes/made you laugh so hard you cried? weed with drew
THREE TRULY RANDOM QUESTIONS
(92) Would you like to be cloned? nope
(93) Do you wish you could be alive when the world was ending, just to experience it? nope
(94) Scaramouche, scaramouche, will you do the fandango? only if you do
THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
(100) When was the last time you let the people you love know you love them? when theres a heart to heart talk
(101) What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know? this probably didnt help you out any
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8){kind=small}
voicelessrythm's journal